After studying 1 sem in local uni..Finally , i give it up! i QUIT..

And now i shift to accounting now.Many ppl ask me why i make this decision..why why why..??

It is tiring to answer those questions..

I admit i tried to adapt myself n studying in terengganu just bcoz of my stubbornness..s

my aim of studying form 6 is enter local uni. so i must go in..

End up, i know i cannot gamble my future again.i hope it is not too late to do this decison.

 i m not a local uni student anymore. I have to say bye bye to KUSTEM. But i dun think it is wasted .

At least i hv experienced a true uni life..a uni life that i adore !!

but in fr the bottom of my heart, i really jealous 4 those who is on the path to fulfill their dreams smoothly fr the beginning..

Bye kustem!

 

i m very jealous for those who really enjoy their uni life..

i m so vulnerable since i entered KUSTEM.

KUSTEM doesnt has much activity comparing to other uni..

their life so fully occupied..bz but happy..

m i deserve to get thru all this torturing life??chai ping ask me to expand my friend's cycle..

easier said than done..coz dun even hv tat opportunity to approach others..i t's hard to explain here

actually i have a gang in the beginning but they all r leaning me one by one..including my 2 roommates(study in private) my another 3 coursemates dun like to take meal.. mee cup n maggie mee r their everything..

they always lock themselves in the hostel..everyone is busy doing their own stuff..

so , i spend my time alone in the room most of the time.. :(

i think i will continue studying here..but i feel uncertain after i have received my dad's call..

i dunno how to spend my 3 years here..wut do i get after striving so hard in stpm..\\

my effort is in vain..all my other friends got their opportunity to keep on studying their favourite course..

how about me..??much more things r hiding in my heart..can u imagine no one can share ur sorrow..

alone..i used to go to campus every morning wif my coursemates, but we seldom talk or even say hi..bcause the mp3 is wif them.no place 4 me to vent my feelings .(i seem long time dont open my mouth to talk ) fortunately ,i got chance to church..i feel calm when i m there.

 

when ppl ask me 'how is ur uni life' 'ok,fine 'is my answer..

haiz, i dunno how ar..

why i didnt have the chance to enter the uni tat i hv chosen..m i not deserve to get it?

 

 

 

 

I am at hui yee's house

 

I love her

 

I miss her when she's in UK

 

Im so happy she's back

 

=D